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If you think you are enlightened, go visit your family.

I am not really sure if real enlightenment is possible for any human being.

Even being the Buddha, I wonder what would have happened if his dad showed up and nagged him for sitting around all day instead of working on the fields.

Or Jesus: I wonder how his dad felt about him traveling all the lands instead of building his own family.

I dont think they would have stayed in an eternally positive mood if their parents suddenly showed up behind the next corner.

So I just had a shamanic session with Mapacho and Drumming. It was incredible and now I feel like the relationship with my parents has immediately improved. Due to the stress in the family in the past weeks my dad had a lot of understandable episodes of aggression and nervousness towards me.

Today the Shamanic practitioner Mara performed an amazing session on me. First she did the Drumming session and singing while walking around me, then she started using the mapacho and started massaging my body.

Suddenly I felt a little shift and knew something was coming. Then I felt the second shift and my facial muscles strained and I had to get up and had the feelings of puking. She handed me a bucket and I was spitting in the bucket, it didn’t make me fully vomit into.

Then I asked for Mapacho to smoke.

She gave me her pipe and I asked if I do have the honor. I took the Mapacho smoke in my mouth, then I swallowed it. Suddenly I felt something coming up and then had to almost puke and spit a lot and screamed. Lots of energies came out and the whole session felt amazing. I didn’t fully puke like on Ayahuasca. It was just the same sensations and muscles that were contracting.

Afterwards Mara told me that she saw how I can talk to my Ur-Mother who is the initial female of my ancestors. This will clean up a lot of issues if I she will show herself to me during a journey. This way I can reach the next level of cleaning.

The other message she received is that I have the gift and should start with becoming a shaman and finding a teacher who will introduce me to shamanism. I can journey and ask for signs to show me the right teacher for me.

So how does all of this suddenly resolve the bad energies in the family?

I might write about that in a future post…

I am the biggest procrastinator.

I have always procrastinated my whole life

for 32 years I was looking for the solution to my stubborn procrastination.

A few days before my 33rd birthday I discovered it.

Core Shamanism

I tried a lot of other things, be it Ayahuasca or MDMA or mediation. Always something was missing.

That missing link or framework for ultimate discovery of the self seems to be core shamanism.

Just like when taking a pill to cure an ailment, the shamanic journeys are concise and give answers from the spirit world on any topic.

Send me an email if you want to know more about how it can cure your procrastination or burnout.

I could finally cure my own.

Hey,

I have been experimenting with dry fasting without water and food in the past weeks.

It seems to be amazing for both cleaning the body with Autophagy and also to cure psychological ailments.

Today I am doing another dry fast of at least 24 hours. Tomorrow the day will feel amazing.

As a recommendation I read 20 Questions & Answers About Dry Fasting by Sergey Filonov.

There is not much content available about it in the Western world. Most of the research seems to be from Russia.

The use of a physical timer for the pomodoro method is important.

However as any rule there are exceptions. For example now I am sitting in a Starbucks in Bangkok and I use the https://tomato-timer.com/ app. I brought my physical kitchen timer, but I dont like to use it in public, because I dont want to annoy all the people around me when it rings after 25 minutes are over.

Actually I am looking for a kitchen timer with a variable sound level. It would be awesome if that could be found somewhere haha.

Anyway the importance of a physical kitchen timer that you do actually change into a different state of mind when seeing a physical timer on the desk thats ticking away the time.

Its so important, for my most productive and important projects I only use a physical timer.

Francesco Cirillo who invented the Pomodoro Method does indeed advice that only a physical timer can be used.

However he has now published his own Pomodoro timer app: https://pomodoro.francescocirillo.com/

I am going to read his instructions again and let you know about more information about this curious technique for productivity 🙂

I have never had a job.

Beginning in High School I made money online. However the first profitable campaign was just before getting my Bachelor’s degree. Even though I continued to study officially, after 6 months I was making profits that were matching the income bracket of getting a Master’s degree. So I stopped attending university and went to Thailand in 2015.

The biggest issue though when working from home is how to control the psyche.

It’s contra intuitive to be working alone in a room with a laptop and occasional meetings via GMeet, Zoom or Telegram calls.

Occasionally I did rent an office and had partners I worked together with in the same room for extended periods of time. However mostly my experience in remote work involves being alone in the room.

How is it possible then to stay motivated?

What are the basics of self motivation?

1. Pomodoro Method with a physical Kitchen timer (DONT USE AN APP!)
2. Journaling and gratitude
3. Rehearsing success every day by imagining how a successful day looks like
4. Atomic Habit Tracker
5. Time Tracking
6. Reframing bad events into seeds of equal or greater opportunity
7. Resolving mental health issues and PTSD with Entheogens and other techniques that move the brain into alternate states of consciousness
8. Optimizing Sleep, Diet and Exercise
9. Optimizing air, water and food quality

I can elaborate each one of these parts in further writing.

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