So I just had a shamanic session with Mapacho and Drumming. It was incredible and now I feel like the relationship with my parents has immediately improved. Due to the stress in the family in the past weeks my dad had a lot of understandable episodes of aggression and nervousness towards me.
Today the Shamanic practitioner Mara performed an amazing session on me. First she did the Drumming session and singing while walking around me, then she started using the mapacho and started massaging my body.
Suddenly I felt a little shift and knew something was coming. Then I felt the second shift and my facial muscles strained and I had to get up and had the feelings of puking. She handed me a bucket and I was spitting in the bucket, it didn’t make me fully vomit into.
Then I asked for Mapacho to smoke.
She gave me her pipe and I asked if I do have the honor. I took the Mapacho smoke in my mouth, then I swallowed it. Suddenly I felt something coming up and then had to almost puke and spit a lot and screamed. Lots of energies came out and the whole session felt amazing. I didn’t fully puke like on Ayahuasca. It was just the same sensations and muscles that were contracting.
Afterwards Mara told me that she saw how I can talk to my Ur-Mother who is the initial female of my ancestors. This will clean up a lot of issues if I she will show herself to me during a journey. This way I can reach the next level of cleaning.
The other message she received is that I have the gift and should start with becoming a shaman and finding a teacher who will introduce me to shamanism. I can journey and ask for signs to show me the right teacher for me.
So how does all of this suddenly resolve the bad energies in the family?
I might write about that in a future post…