During the hard lockdown this year in August and September my psyche became very vulnerable. I had a lot of issues with being depressed and having an inability to work in the same quality I used to before.
Actually beginning of September I suddenly could no longer do any productive work.
By November I was productive again without any burnout symptoms left.
What happened?
Firstly I did my second MDMA ceremony in September and this time actually supplemented it with Cannabis. Two very strong sacred and healing medicines.
Then in beginning of November I did my first core shamanism course. That is a healing modality on how one can induce altered states of consciousness that are very similar to the states realized with Entheogens.
November has been the most productive month so far and I am back working with enthusiasm and actually look forward again to getting back at work.